Did you ever realize how it can be like 12354642342 million degrees!

It's godawful hot in my house right now and there is absolutely nothign I cna do to make it better!

L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce;

Well, I had an almost horrible week.
I did absolutely nothing and talked to no one from Friday to Tuesday.
On Tuesday it was my sister Tuesday's birthday (ironic, right?) so of course we were going to do something to celebrate.
We went mini-golfing.
It was fun and I found out I suck at it more then I thought I did.
I also managed to hit myself in the head with the club and lose my ball in the water.

Then on Friday I went to Lindy's house.
Then Megan came and then Cody came and we went to the Harbor.
We were supposed to go down there for some convention, but Devon wouldn't answer Lindy's calls so we went down there and walked around.
We went to the Gallery and me and Megan got lost and then we were sitting in McDonald's and some weird guy in a purple suit jacket walked by and said "Ladies." and nodded at me.
Then some weird guy sat at the table next to us and he made a noise so Megan looked over at him and she made a funny noise because he scared her.
Then we went to go to the Aquarium, but it costs like 20 dollars for one person!
I didn't know that.

Me and Megan saw the bookstore so we ran to it.
We were going to start reading but Lindy and Cody looked bored to me so I deiced we should go do something else but they wanted to stay int he bookstore so we decided to read Dr.Seuss books out loud.
Then we had to go back to Lindy's because Cody had to get picked up soon.
When we got there we watched Jesus Christ Superstar, and it was the best movie ever!!!!!
I still have no idea what was going on the whole movie, but it was awesome.

Then we did the ritual and it was rad.

Damn, it feels good to be a gangster;

So I almost scared myself to death by watching youtube videos.


I started out by watching a video about bed bugs, which made me afraid to go to sleep.
Then I was watching one about weird Japanese sea creatures, which scared me because I am horrified of the ocean.
Then I watched a video where people had worms in their face.
Not on, in!
Then I was watching optical illusions and it told me to stare into this woman's eyes and she would suck my soul out.
So I was staring at it and I got this weird feeling like I couldn't breathe and my chest started hurting.
So I was a little freaked out by that.
Then it said that it was the scariest optical illusion ever and I paused the video and fast forwarded it to see if something was going to pop out at me and it didn't look like there was so i let it play and the next thing I know there was this screeching noise and the boy from the grudge was on the screen and I nearly fell on the floor because I jumped so high out of my chair.



And now I am jumping at every loud noise I hear and I am being paranoid.
I mean I'm still shaking form that video.
It was creepy dude.

I keep my secrets 6 feet deep;

Oh yes and i forgot to mention that I played Guitar Hero on HARD today.
I hit the orange button and everything.
I feel very proud.
Yay me!
xD

Another boy without a sharper knife;

Jealousy is an odd thing.

I NEVER get jealous, over anything.
But of course today is just full of surprises.

We're you honest when you said, I could never leave your bed

James is a dush.
Making me walk to his house at 6 A.M. just to tell me that I didn't have to come that early when he told me too!

BUTT!
So I slept on his couch.
And watched The Fairly Odd Parents, Dora, The Backyardigans and such.


And it turns out we didn't even have to walk to Wal-Mart to get Megan, she came to us.

So we went to Lindy's and had fun making James make us coffee and playing guitar hero.
I discovered I have mad yo-yo skills.

That's right, be jealous.
xD

Wake me up and let me know your alive;

My mother bought DESANI water!
I mean it's bad enough that she bought bottled water which she won't recycle, but she had to get DESANI!

Desani has salt in it.
I mean it is actually one of the ingredients.
WHAT KIND OF WATER HAS SALT IN IT!?!?!?!
Also it makes your throat hurt, especially when you are sick.
Probably because of all the SALT in it.
It's malarky!

And if she were an actress she'd be number one;

I can't believe it was Cheyenne all along.

I feel horrible.
I mean all this time I was being mean to John because I thought he was controlling Cheyenne and come to find out, she was just lying the whole time.
Now I see who the real bad person is.

It reminds m e of one of those M. Night Shamalan films because in the end there is always that huge twist that no body was expecting.Well, you know what, if that's how she wants to play, so be it.
If she wants to lose all her friends over some guy she can go right ahead.
My friends don't lie to me.
They don't make me believe someone else is a horrible person when they really are.
They are there for me no matter what.
She was and never will be any of these thing to me.

You don't mess with the Zohan;

That was a pretty funny movie.
I usually don't like a whole bunch of perverted humor movies but that was pretty funny.
I mean laugh out loud funny.

I need to go to the movies the my friends more often.
xD

I need you like I need water in my lungs;

You know what, fuck this.
Fuck you and your lies.
I don't need you anymore.
I hate that I miss you more then anything or anyone and you live miles away.
You can't just say something and then not do it.
I wish I could forget you.

I think you're just a two-faced fucking coward.


But the funny thing I know I'll come back because that's what I do.

Practice makes perfect sense to me;

This weekend was pretty good for it being summer and all.

I went to Megpie's and we laughed at every little thing that we did or said, or saw.
And I mean everything!

DEWEY GRASS!

Then on Saturday we went to the ice cream cottage to get ice cream because we were both craving it.
Then her dad went to the liquor store and they had this freezer room that everyone could go in.
It was chilly.
Brrrrr!
And we were racing to see who would get in the front seat and I didn't realize I could have unlocked the door because the window was down so I jumped headfirst into the window like a super secret ninja!

Then we got to Kayla's and we were going to watch Annie but then someone said something about Kingdom Hearts so we started playing that.
And Kayla was stuck on his one part and we had to figure it out and we had to start a whole new game.
So I figured it out 6 hours faster then Kayla did.

It was awesome.
And i got to see CJ for the first time in forever.
Well, since his granddad gave us a ride.

Summer needs to be more like that!

Never look back;

I want to go to the library but Tuesday didn't give me her book to return, so now we have like a thirty dollar late fee.
For one fucking book!
God, and now my mother is making me pay it and all I have to my name is six dollars.
Then she is going to get even worse and blame me for having no money.

And the funny thing is, it isn't even my fault.
I didn't have the receipt to check and see if there were any more books we had to return.
And you would think Tuesday would say something about the book after having it for like 3 months.
Why is everything getting worse.

I can't sleep tonight;

So, schools over.
No more.
Until next year.

I'm already losing my friends and summer is the perfect time to lose them completely.
I better hang out with people all summer.
But I know my mother is going to throw a fit about me being gone all the time and make me stay.
It's so stupid I mean you would think she wanted me to leave the house but apparently not!
Everything in the fucking house is backwards.

Hold up, wait a minute;

Have you ever had a time when you just didn't feel like yourself?
That's how I've been feeling lately.
I've just lost interest in things.
I can't pay attention in school and my grades are plummeting.

I just need some free time with the people that make me smile.
I need summer.

That's why things stay the same;

I hate tests.
I keep getting up late an doversleeping because I'm so nervous about the tests.
And I'm getting sick!
=\

Turn on the lights in this room because I can't see;

Yesterday I got invited to this ice cream thing.
Something about grades, but JAMES and JEREMY got invited!
I never would have guessed that.

So I was helping Megan to class and I couldn't very well leave her in the middle of the hallway on crutches so I stood and helped her and we were all late.
We looked stupid because we walked in 10 minutes late and they were giving a speech.
So we got our ice cream and ate it and Jeremy even got a second one.

I really don't know why I keep getting invited to all these parties and stuff.

If you can forget I can let go;

This week hasn't been so good so far.
Monday was boring.
Megan hurt her foot and had to be on crutches, but on the bright side I got to get out of some of my classes early to help her.
She crawled down the stairs.
I feel kind of bad for her becasue crutches are such a hassle and they hurt really bad.

Other then that, nothing happened.
Nothing at all.