I don't have a reason or a simple excuse;

I feel kind of pathetic for drooling over a guy I've known a total of three days.
He doesn't even know my name.

And my best friend likes him, so if by some shift in the universe, or some gift from God, I get the chance to date him, i won't be able to because I will ultimately feel horrible.
Sometimes I feel like I've already stolen a guy from her.
I would never forgive myself if I did it again.