But recently the flames are getting out of control;

That's it.
I've decided to reinvent myself.

No more crying and getting upset over stupid things.
No more being insecure all the time.
No more restictions.

I'm not going to let myself hold me back anymore.
No more masks.
No more hiding.

I want to be calm and go with the flow.

I'm going to start by eating better and losing 10 pounds.

I hope it works out.