Everyone knows I'm in over my head;

After the first day of school, it went downhill.
Actually it was when my mom got home.
She was bugging me and telling me to do all this stupid crap, when I was trying to do my homework.
Then she asked me to help her pack her lunch and when I got up to help her she was like "I don't need your help, go sit down, go sit down"
That made me feel really bad for some reason, so I started crying a little and went upstairs to call Megan.
I just felt so overwhelmed about everything.
School, home life, everything.
I can tell this is going to be a fun year.
She made me feel better.
I can always count on her to help me out.
Then when I got off the phone with her Nigel called me.
It was all fine at first, but then I told him what happened today and we had a row.
I don't even know why.
It's just recently every time I call him he makes me feel like crap about everything.
He's just been treating me like shit and I'm sick of it.
So I called Shawn, and told him everything.
I mean everything.
He just said all the right things.He really cares about me.
It amazes me but scares me at the same time.