Yesterday was what I needed.
I needed to be around other people so I didn't drive myself crazy by dwelling on everything to much.
I needed to see my best friend and tell her everything and let her tell me everything.
I needed to get away from my family if just for one day, before they drove my insane, even if I had to deal with my mom when I came home.
All the walking yesterday and everyone being so happy and excited.
I guess it rubbed off on me because I wasn't even sad anymore.
When we walked in the rain everything just stopped, except the rain obviously, but my brain stopped working and I was just there in the moment and that's how I want things to be more often.
I had a dream last night though.
It was weird.
I was a painting and so was he, and we came together and embraced just perfectly in the painting, but when we were separated it looked like we were dancing.
Friday, August 8, 2008
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