A smile on my face;

You know, I'm not excited for Christmas this year.
I don't know why for certain but I have my speculations.
It could be because of Shawn.
My feelings are just so overwhelmed that I can't really feel genuinly happy.
Or maybe Christmas just seems insignificant now.

Also I was thinking maybe it's because I'm getting older, so it's not all candy canes and Santa Claus anymore.

Or maybe it's because I know what I'm getting and I helped my mom wrap it?

I don't know.