I remember your face;

Last Monday I was sitting in Geometry and a girl in my class got called down to guidance.
Then my teacher told me I could go if I needed to.
I started crying before I got out of the room.
Then I heard people in my homeroom laughing about it.
I wanted to turn around and punch them in the face.
I got to the conference room and I was immediately surrounded by people.
I saw Megan and Cody and Kayla and everyone.
Then they moved us to the auditorium because the conference room was way too small.
They made us walk outside because they didn't want us to distract other people I guess.
When we got there everyone was making cards and signs for Shawn and his mother.
I remember crying on everyone.
I remember trying to comfort other people though I couldn't be comforted myself.
I remember Coehill trying to talk to us and basically blaming us for what had happened.
I remember talking to people I haven't talked to in almost a year.
I remember seeing my friends cry.
I remember seeing my sister cry.

Then they told us to break off into small groups so we could get counseling.
None of us would break away from each other so we had to have a bigger group.
Once again we went back to the conference room.
Timmy and Ben and Dan we're making jokes and I was getting ready to snap on them.
They were just talking it too far.

They made us go back to class and I just couldn't stand it.
I could not go to chemistry.

After school we all went to Kayla's house.
I can't really remember what we did but I know at some point we got up to leave and as soon as we walked out the door Timmy, James, and Tom drove up.
Then we went next door to see if CJ was there and we talked to him for a while.
Then we eventually left for real.
We walked around and didn't do anything.
People climbed on buildings and whatnot.
Then I went home.

Wow, my memory's for shit.